I cant wait to go back again! <3 

I cant wait to go back again! <3 


Plans.

God has a plan for me right?! For now, I’m stuck, I don’t know which road to take, I’m lost in life. If he has a purpose for me then how come I am so blind to see it? I felt like I reached my dream but then another part inside of me is telling me elsewhere. I’m so confused, I feel like im straying away from him sometimes and it scares me because I’m turning into a different person from the person my parents raised me up to be. Yes, I have made my mistakes, done my own thing, made decisions I wasn’t proud of but made sense at the time. I just need a plan, a road, a choice to make before it’s too late for me to take an opportunity. Did I make a wrong decision? I need your help God, I’m struggling, please be there for me, I have no where else to go except to you. Jeremiah 29:11, please lead me to the path you want me to take and from there on I will be content. <3 


Self image: inside and out.

You wanna save money so your parents don’t have to work so much, you just want to make them proud of you that’s all, you put yourself last and others first, you think you make the right choices but it turns out to be for the wrong reasons, you compare yourself to your sister way too much, you think you are a grown up, you say your going to work out but progress is stagnant, you say you are going to pray and read the bible and devotions but it’s untouched, you say you are going to find that job but never called any numbers, you say you were going to finish that online class but you waited last minute to request the final which you haven’t started studying for, you never listen to what your sister says and she always has to remind you even tho you know already what to do, you are not independent, you are not responsible, you need to grow up, you say you want to fall in love but heartbreak seems to be the only excuse to use for not going for the boy you like, you say your over it but are you really?, you say you want to be this major but find yourself in a predicament still, you say that you dont feel appreciated and loved by friends, you have all these great ideas in your head but you never seem to use it because you are scared it might lead to wrong choices, you want to sing but it seems as if time is passing and piling up, you’ve come this far, made stupid decisions and have done crazy things but without God you’re nothing and you cant achieve anything without his help, so ask him, stop acting this way, stop thinking so much about everything and fix your relationship, let him carry your burdens,you have so much potential and you just dont know it, dont think about what others might think of you, if you wanna change your life, do it, no one can stop you from living your goals and dreams, with Gods help all things are possible, reconnect that life with him and he will show you the way, dont be scared, grab his hand and he’ll walk you through it one step at a time, so dont judge me,dont be disappointed,  im still trying to find my way out of this mind set and trying to find the person within me. #pressured #honesty #thoughts #idk anymore 


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Title: Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart 6,294 plays

“Tonight, I’m gonna find out how to make it without you.”


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Title: 500 DAYS - AJ Rafael 8,628 plays

“You promised someone else the love that I was pouring out for you. “ 




Smile, because it brightens your mood and your day and makes the people around you  more happier :) 

Smile, because it brightens your mood and your day and makes the people around you  more happier :) 


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Title: Lotus Flower Bomb (Feat. Miguel) Artist: Wale 1,228 plays

lovin’ this song! cant wait to dance this with the cousins ;)

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